Thank you. That means a lot. One thing that helps is knowing I know this is how she wanted it. She didn't want to be in a hospital or a nursing home. She wanted it to be in her home where she was most comfortable. It was really sudden. I showed up on Wednesday since school started back up on Thursday and she looked happy and she said how happy she was that I was back. I never would have guessed that four days later that this would happen.
I feel for you man, I know it hurts to be there while she died, but I felt a hundred times better and still do that I was there for her last moments, spent time with her and tried to make her comfortable. Love you man.